GrindHouse Presents: Nahlidge - Growing Pains (Mixtape)

GrindHouse Presents: Nahlidge - Growing Pains. A collection of various verses and tracks recorded between 2003 until now to show the growth of me as an artist. The evolution process isn't always pretty. Some cringe worthy material as well as some dope verses/tracks on here. Check it out.

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I get drunk and act a fool...

If you know me, you already know this lol. The result of that was a fun weekend. I think the main part to do with me gettin` so shit faced was the fact that I didn`t drink at all durin` the week. I think Ima try to go with that game plan this week again. I needa calm down on drinkin` anyway. Save it for the weekends. I think it makes for a more enjoyable experience. But on another note. It`s Monday. And I`m in a pretty damned good mood. I usually hate Mondays. But minus the doo doo weather outside. It`s goin` by pretty quick and nothin` has got on my nerves yet lol. But yea. Just a little update. But to make this worthwhile. Here`s some footage from a Digi set @ a block party this summer.

End Of Summer Blues?????

So it hasn`t been the best last month or whatever time frame it`s been. But I`m still dealin` with it. Movin` forward. Even when things try to set me back. My hours got cut at work. Quit talkin` to the chick I was talkin` to for a while. Loss of a fam member. The feelin` that I`m takin` a step back with my music grind. All that mixed in a bowl and spoon fed starts to get to a nigga. So yea. I`m sort of in a hole that I`m tryna steady climb out of. Just can`t seem to find the means to do it. I think I just need to get away for a while and clear my head. Then channel this shit through music to help me get through it. Or somethin`. Need to better myself before I give myself the chance to drag somebody else down with me. I need a mental release of the shit I been goin` thru for the past however long it`s been. Seems like over the past few years I got more depressed memories than good ones. Not really a good thing in my book. Idk. I just needa get away from everythin` for a while and free my mind of the stress that`s been buildin` up. But usually what happens is I worry about shit and it just keeps pilin` on. This shit is prolly soundin` repetitive as fuck lol. So Ima stop it here.