End Of Summer Blues?????

So it hasn`t been the best last month or whatever time frame it`s been. But I`m still dealin` with it. Movin` forward. Even when things try to set me back. My hours got cut at work. Quit talkin` to the chick I was talkin` to for a while. Loss of a fam member. The feelin` that I`m takin` a step back with my music grind. All that mixed in a bowl and spoon fed starts to get to a nigga. So yea. I`m sort of in a hole that I`m tryna steady climb out of. Just can`t seem to find the means to do it. I think I just need to get away for a while and clear my head. Then channel this shit through music to help me get through it. Or somethin`. Need to better myself before I give myself the chance to drag somebody else down with me. I need a mental release of the shit I been goin` thru for the past however long it`s been. Seems like over the past few years I got more depressed memories than good ones. Not really a good thing in my book. Idk. I just needa get away from everythin` for a while and free my mind of the stress that`s been buildin` up. But usually what happens is I worry about shit and it just keeps pilin` on. This shit is prolly soundin` repetitive as fuck lol. So Ima stop it here.