In Search Of...

Hmmm. So I had a convo with a friend today about this "findin` the right person" theme. Well somethin` along the lines of that. She was tellin` me about how things aren`t workin` out with someone that she`s been seein` and what not. I don`t mind listenin`. I`m pretty good at givin` advice and I like to let someone know my opinion whenever I can. Well to skip to the point of why I`m talkin` about this. She made a comment about "maybe the right person is right in front of us". Maybe not in those exact words. But that was the jist of it. I didn`t comment on it to her. But I took it as a low blow because she`s someone that I`ve let know that I liked her and how I felt numerous times. But what got me is that idk if she meant that or was it just a joke because she felt like bein` a punk lol. I`m pretty sure she`s made it clear to me that she doesn`t want to take our relationship past more than just a friend level. Believe me, I`ve been tryin` lol. And there`s only so much rejection I can put up with so I backed off. Not much else I can do in the situation. I`m certain that I`ve made how I felt about her clear. I let her know that the opportunity is there if she changed her mind. But still she made it known that she rather not take things there. So to come back and say a comment about the right person bein` right in front of us kinda confused me. And idk what to think. Maybe I`m thinkin` too much about it just wonderin` these things. But hey, that`s the type of person I am. Idk. Enough of me blabbin`. Bye.