I`m Startin` To Realize...

How much I let things distract me from doin` what needs to be done. Whether it`s me tryin` to devote time to somethin` or someone else instead of focussin` on what I need to do. Or just a case of me bein` lazy. It tends to happen a lot lol. It`s funny how you start to notice the "not so good" things about yourself when you`re actually payin` attention and tryin` to see them. I don`t know if it`s just me. But I get caught up worryin` about or tryin` to cater to other people too much and end up slackin` on what I need to do for ME. So just another thing I need to work on more as far as gettin` better at not gettin` lost in the mist of things. It sucks havin` a big heart lol. Especially when you give everyone a chance to take advantage of it. But I`m likin` that I`m startin` to see these things and work on them for the better. Not sayin` I`m gonna completely change. Because I am who I am and I`m gonna be who I`m gonna be. But this walkin` blind thing is for the sheep.